I just want… <\3

Why cant I be happy for once?
To be able to carry my child without it wanting to kill me?
I hate seeing some “mothers” who don’t deserve children let alone know how to look after them.
Yet I cant even give birth to mine and be a mother to it!
It’s so unfair :’(

It’ll all over on Monday when I have my shot to terminate it :’(

I don’t think some people realise how lucky they are when they don’t have the possibility of dying through keeping their child.
I just want it to be okay.
Why can’t everything be okay?

Please just let my pain finally end?

ashleysgonnahurtyou
ashleysgonnahurtyou:

acidbuffy:

sparkhed:

releasings:

This picture is in time with the average heart rate. What you’re hearing is the sound of your blood pumping, which you aren’t normally aware of. This picture tricks your mind into making yourself aware of your heart rate, so you hear it.

WOW

I felt my heart beat &amp; it’s totally in sync with this gif


Wtf? Crazy shit…

ashleysgonnahurtyou:

acidbuffy:

sparkhed:

releasings:

This picture is in time with the average heart rate. What you’re hearing is the sound of your blood pumping, which you aren’t normally aware of. This picture tricks your mind into making yourself aware of your heart rate, so you hear it.

WOW

I felt my heart beat & it’s totally in sync with this gif

Wtf? Crazy shit…