Why cant I be happy for once?
To be able to carry my child without it wanting to kill me?
I hate seeing some “mothers” who don’t deserve children let alone know how to look after them.
Yet I cant even give birth to mine and be a mother to it!
It’s so unfair :’(
It’ll all over on Monday when I have my shot to terminate it :’(
I don’t think some people realise how lucky they are when they don’t have the possibility of dying through keeping their child.
I just want it to be okay.
Why can’t everything be okay?
Please just let my pain finally end?